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10 November 2010

Gone

Baru jer beberapa hari dpt gud news
semalam dah dpt bad news
smlm kt opis pas tghari
b4 g solat zuhur
tergerak nk g toilet on
rasa mcm tak comfortable tbe2
dah jinjit sume bedak n gloss nk g surau time tu
g toilet
suddenly perasan mcm ada blood
tp cair jer color blood tu
terustak sedap hati
nk bawak moto balik pun rasa takut
seb hubby leh amek
terus g klinik
that Doc suh minum bnyk2 sebab takut masa scan tak nampak
scan2 memang tak nampak
ble ckp kt Doc y ade clot with the blood
Doc pun refer terus ke hospital
pg hospital
need to go through quite painful process to check the baby is there or not
first die wt ultrasaound
tak nampak
then kuar balik ke ruang menunggu
ultrasound tu SAKIT jugak bg aku masa die masukkan ape tah
dah berkurun tggu
amek darah n urine lak
sakit!!!
then kuar menunggu lg
in the end
nama dpanggil ag
the Doc said that urine -ve
die kata memg kemungkinan besar dah tader
die plak mcm tak caye jer ngan UPT y aku wat tu
die kata mgkin slh kot
tp kalo slh
apsal body aku rasa len
masa y bleeding tu pon
tak mcm piyed biase
paha rasa mcm cramp sket
die just advice suh check ag gune UPT within 1 or 2 weeks
sbb sumtimes time implantation tu memg ade bleeding
due to baby is small so mgkin jugak takleh nampak masa scan
tp aku sgt confident y baby memg penah ade dlm perut aku
n mcm confident gak y baby is gone
sebab ade clot tu
aku taw beza antara darah beku ketika piyed and clot y warna jernih cam kantung u baby tu
yelah Doc tu senang lah ckp
die pun takde experience ag
die ckp sendirik
tp takde la pulak aku nk marah die
mungkin lau die wat muke kesian kt aku kang aku melalak on the spot lak
huhu
taperlah
aku a macho mom to be ape...
insyaallah aku kuat u terima hakikat ni
(the fact is yelah sgt tu....y melalak tu sape????)
thanks to my hubby 4 remindind me of that usefull statement
my hubby said
"ingat tak mcm cerita tu?"
that cerita is
a novel
Aa + Bb
written by Hlovate
The advice from Benz to Addin when they lost their baby
Benz said lebih kurang cmni maksudnye
"maybe kite belum boleh jadik parent y terbaik buat baby kite balik
sebab tu Allah ambik baby balik, so kite kena try jadik the best then kite dpt beri didikan terbaik buat anak kite nanti "
aku pegang statement tu
thanks to writer sebab wrote such a helpful story
to my hubby
sorry nangis2 and wat abang susah hati
thanks 4 comforting me
i apprecates that till the end of my life
love you

07 November 2010

Anmum?


Salam, semua rakan2 blogger da jua blog walker..
hehe
lama dah tak tulis
nk wt cne
opis baru sume benda die blocked
tak dapek den nk nolong
balik umah dah ponek
tdo jer
tak pun cik abg cyg ngah bz gune lappy die u men game
hehe
so Daniera pun terus cr bantal
tak taw lah nape
lappy Daniera wt hal die tak detect broadband Daniera nih
so memg kena pakai lappy hubby u online

keja baru nih lum start ag sebenornye
sebab ngah tgu die nk start training 3 months
tp
sebab team trainee nyer lum cukup
so
y d hired awal mcm Daniera n geng ni
terpaksalah jdik org2 mls
mkn gj buta
dtg opis
bce novel je kerjanya
nk surf
sume kena blocked
haishh :(

ekceli br2 ni Daniera demam teruk
riso gak kot denggi
mujur takder pape
hubby suh check beli tester tu kot2 baby on the way
hehe
checked then negative
hubby cakap taper
sebab babah pun tgah pening cr kerja
tp khamis lepas rasa mcm gtl2 nk beli tester ag
sebab?
bendera jepun y sepatutnye berkibar tu tak nek2 agi
dah over dr tarikh y sepatutnye
Jepun dah kalah perang agaknya
perang ngan sape tak taw
huhu..

pg Jumaat ritu (sama hari ngan Deepavali tahun nih)
checked la
sekali nek satu line jer
hurm
FALSE alarm la tu
duk tak lama muncul la satu line ag
kabur2 jer rupenyer
haa...?
tak percaya rasenyer
False dah jadik TRUE
huhu...
Hubby sengih jer..
dan2 skang kena panggil MAK BUYUNG sesaje

sy belum BUYUNG lg awakkkkk..

dah beli Anmum
tp lum gak start minum ag
huhu
tgk Mamil n Enfamama
mahal sgt la pulak
beli Anmum pun boleh la
g kedai mkn skang riso jerk nk mkn hantam sbrangan
takut tajam
yelah baby baru jer lagi lekatkan
takut tak kuat ag rahim tu
so what can i say to myself?
"I am speechless"
hehe

Welcome my baby
harap2 sumenyer akan ok
n baby will doing fine inside Mama's tummy
Insyaallah