Baru jer beberapa hari dpt gud news
semalam dah dpt bad news
smlm kt opis pas tghari
b4 g solat zuhur
tergerak nk g toilet on
rasa mcm tak comfortable tbe2
dah jinjit sume bedak n gloss nk g surau time tu
g toilet
suddenly perasan mcm ada blood
tp cair jer color blood tu
terustak sedap hati
nk bawak moto balik pun rasa takut
seb hubby leh amek
terus g klinik
that Doc suh minum bnyk2 sebab takut masa scan tak nampak
scan2 memang tak nampak
ble ckp kt Doc y ade clot with the blood
Doc pun refer terus ke hospital
pg hospital
need to go through quite painful process to check the baby is there or not
first die wt ultrasaound
tak nampak
then kuar balik ke ruang menunggu
ultrasound tu SAKIT jugak bg aku masa die masukkan ape tah
dah berkurun tggu
amek darah n urine lak
sakit!!!
then kuar menunggu lg
in the end
nama dpanggil ag
the Doc said that urine -ve
die kata memg kemungkinan besar dah tader
die plak mcm tak caye jer ngan UPT y aku wat tu
die kata mgkin slh kot
tp kalo slh
apsal body aku rasa len
masa y bleeding tu pon
tak mcm piyed biase
paha rasa mcm cramp sket
die just advice suh check ag gune UPT within 1 or 2 weeks
sbb sumtimes time implantation tu memg ade bleeding
due to baby is small so mgkin jugak takleh nampak masa scan
tp aku sgt confident y baby memg penah ade dlm perut aku
n mcm confident gak y baby is gone
sebab ade clot tu
aku taw beza antara darah beku ketika piyed and clot y warna jernih cam kantung u baby tu
yelah Doc tu senang lah ckp
die pun takde experience ag
die ckp sendirik
tp takde la pulak aku nk marah die
mungkin lau die wat muke kesian kt aku kang aku melalak on the spot lak
huhu
taperlah
aku a macho mom to be ape...
insyaallah aku kuat u terima hakikat ni
(the fact is yelah sgt tu....y melalak tu sape????)
thanks to my hubby 4 remindind me of that usefull statement
my hubby said
"ingat tak mcm cerita tu?"
that cerita is
a novel
Aa + Bb
written by Hlovate
The advice from Benz to Addin when they lost their baby
Benz said lebih kurang cmni maksudnye
"maybe kite belum boleh jadik parent y terbaik buat baby kite balik
sebab tu Allah ambik baby balik, so kite kena try jadik the best then kite dpt beri didikan terbaik buat anak kite nanti "
aku pegang statement tu
thanks to writer sebab wrote such a helpful story
to my hubby
sorry nangis2 and wat abang susah hati
thanks 4 comforting me
i apprecates that till the end of my life
love you
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