Aulia's Rambling

This 10th of April, Aulia will be 4 months old. Alhamdulillah anak mama ni cepat belajar. Currently, Aulia actively belajar meniarap dgn betul. still sangkut2 tangan dan merengek2 bile tak ditolong. bangun pagi lagi dah nak meniarap, kalo mama pegi mandi babah surely happy melayan anak dara die meniarap. Setiap hari pun mama rasa tak sampai hati tiap kali nak tinggalkan Aulia di taska. Selalunya dalam kereta masa otw hantar die, Aulia surely akan ckp2 ngan mama. mcm2 mama pesan and aulia surely will look at mama with her round eyes and jawab dengan bahasa German die. What a sweet moment i have with u my dear daughter.

Everyday mama trying hard to collect enough milk for Aulia stock. Sekarang mama sangat susah hati sebab production merudum. Just hope that this happen temporarily due to hormone changes, and it will back to normal again. Mama sangat2 berharap dapat exclusively breastfeed Aulia till she reach 6 months and continue the breast feeding journey till she reach 2 years.  Sangat2 berharap. Semoga Allah makbulkan doa mama. tapi itulah sangat merisaukan, since this week nak collect 5 oz for first session pun payah. before that kalo tak bangun pump @ 2 or 3 o'clock in the morning, sure first session in the office insyaallah will got 6 to 7 oz for first session pump @ 11.30 am. As of today, pump dari pukul 11.40am  till 12.30 pm baru dapat 4.5 oz. tido dulu setengah jam bgun kul 1 tgahari pump baru dapat nearly 6 oz. Hati sangat risau. This morning dah guna the last frozen ebm stock of february amount 5 oz plus yesterday collection 12 oz.

Tomorrow need to start use early of march frozen ebm. Just hoping the coming two sessions in the office will succeed collect another 6 oz. I noticed lately Aulia start consume all fresh and frozen ebm that i sent to taska. Again, mama hope that this breastfeeding journey to Aulia darling will succeed with flying colours. Insyaallah.